Thursday, June 29, 2006

A girl in Vermont

It's been a while...Blaise and I are in Vermont, and I'm trying to get accustomed to this new life of leisure. It has been quite a transition: from being busy all the time, to not being busy at all; from working hard physically, to not getting a lot of exercise; from having this huge commitment/presence/meaning in my life that is quite suddenly gone, and after the initial joy of leaving that part of my life behind, I'm feeling its loss. Not to say I regret my decision--I have no regrets, but I miss being involved in something I care a lot about. And I miss Misty. I try to get involved in the camp life as much as I feel comfortable doing, but thus far, I feel pretty nervous around the kids. They are pretty foreign to me, and since I have an undefined role at camp, it makes it difficult to start our relationship somewhere. I think they see me as that random girl that is sometimes around. And yet, I must remember, it is only the fourth day, but one day feels like a week here.

But Vermont is beautiful, and I love working on my vet school applications. I never would have guessed I would enjoy studying for the GREs; I think the academic in me is resurfacing.

Have also been pouring through books, so I welcome any reading suggestions...I love everything.

Will try and post some pictures soon, Mom :)

2 Comments:

Blogger lmf said...

1) I have lost your address. (shocking that I'd lose something.) I have music sitting on my desk waiting to make its home in your iPod.

2) I am thinking of you. Kids can be generally confusing when you're out of touch with them for very long. and I'm really happy you're relaxing.

xxoo

1:15 AM  
Blogger Leon Valverde said...

Protector of the Giants,

I am your biggest fan. What scarce human resource you are. It seems you attract spheres of light and bring out the best of the heartbeats the come cross your paths. You are a kind and gentle soul and all in the periphery humm in satisfaction when you actively exist. And so it is.

Prepare for your destiny dearest Lydia! Something amazing is going to happen!

10:51 PM  

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